Well, here goes nothing. I guess I am beginning this to "officially" take note of my infertility. We have been trying since we married 7/16/06 and we have gotten nowhere. I hope that my child will one day read this and know how much mommy (and daddy) wanted him/her. Well, tomorrow I am going to call the reproductive endocronologist and see how much $ everything is and weight our options of paying out of pocket or coughing up $ for insurance. Anyhow, I am distraught with the fact of how helpless I am that I can not concieve this baby on my own. I am unsure of how to handle this as I have always been in control of everything my entire life. Well, we will be the happiest parents on Earth when it does happen.